Friday, 13 April 2012

THEY SAID SOMEDAY, I SAID TODAY

They said someday they'll grow up
They said someday they'll be rich
They said someday they'll be famous
They said someday they'll enjoy their lives
They said someday..., someday... and someday....

But....

I said today I grow up
I said today I'm rich
I said today I'm famous
I said today I enjoy my life
I said someday never comes
Because the true face of someday is today

Thursday, 1 March 2012

GO ON


Vacation must go on
Life must go on
Whatever it takes
Just enjoy it!
Be Happy :)

Monday, 13 February 2012

How The New Brand Manager Impressed Us (Journal Of A Stress Worker)

We got a new brand manager that day. Well the first impressions toward him:
1. He's tall
2. He might has a nice body because he goes to gym regularly
3. He must be very experienced in his job field
4. He can lead our company to a new better change with his thoughts
5. He's married
6. We welcome him so well because he's expected

The good impressions just last for few days... And few days later, there are second impressions toward him:
1. He's just a talking parrot, he knows how to talk but don't know how to act
2. He's a butt licker, blabber mouth, bluffer if he's in front of Herr Der or when Herr Der shown up in the office
3. He always blame on his staffs for the mistake he'd done by himself.
4. He's a big liar. He always says that how hard working he is, just sleep 3-4 hours a day because he must finishes his assignments given by Herr Der. Actually, he's just hanging around doing nothing, just turn on and off the laptop and surfing to any sites and chatting, all his assignments he passes to the other division's staff that he/she doesn't know clearly about it. And when the day come, Herr Der asked about the file, he just gave the reason that he lost his file (Very lame reason)
5. He actually never had good records in his former company, and we knew that he's fired because of his own bad, we tracked it secretly.
6. None job has done clear and there is always excuses.
7. His fault when assigned Queen Bee to do his job, he's just an idiot brand manager, and Queen Bee didn't feel very happy after all because it's not her line to do his job.
8. After all, he's not a good decision maker, he even can't decide a simple thing.
9. We give him a nick "Rotten nut cake" at his back, *giggle...

*sigh... And Herr Der is also a stupid person when decided to hire him

Letter To Smokers

Smokers,
Cigars may indulge you
But do you realize that it will kill us silently?

Smokers,
When you smoke around us,
Have you ever thought about our health?

Smokers,
When you smoke around us,
Do you know that we really hate the smoke you've made?

Smokers,
If you don't care about us,
Why don't you care about yourself?

Smokers,
If you care about yourself,
You should realize that every smoke you've made shortening your life span

Smokers,
If you don't care your life
Do you realize that people who loves you will be sad because you're gone with the smoke someday?

Smokers,
If you never care around you,
then smoke your cigars with nobody around you...

Smokers,
You must be the most idiot persons in this world,
after you've known all the negative sides of cigars,
but you still smoke it...
Pity on YOU!!


Health is the most important treasure in the world

Sunday, 22 January 2012

This Little World Has Changed The World Arround Me

Realize it or not but you should proof it before you believe this!
Our little world in our head, A.K.A our mind is really powerful.


When you wake up in the morning, you smile, you're feeling so good because you just had a very good dream, and you open the window to feel the morning breeze on your face, to feel the comforting sunshine upon you. You take a deep breath.. "Aahh... what a wonderful day!"
When you think like this, the whole day become a wonderful day to you. You can even smile and greet your neighbors or even anyone on the road you've met. Also, you become very generous, you're willing to help everyone who needs your help. You can see their thankful faces, feel their happiness and you also are happy too. And the day is closed with great thing happening, that makes you feel soooo happyyy!!! Maybe you meet an old friend, or you get a surprise, or you get bonus, or else.

And the next day....
You wake up late. You're very late to the office and you damn everything, "SHIIITT!!!" You have to rush this morning. You can't catch a bus or train or subway, even none of the taxis. Again you feel annoying, upset, worry, frustrating and again you say, "SHIT!"
Or if you drive to the office, when you're caught on traffic in the morning or your should stop when there's red light, which makes your patient meter to sub-zero level, you start to damn everything even to the traffic light that is just a non-living thing.
The whole day, then, become a very shitting day to you, no smiling, your colleagues' faces become something that you're not willing to see, or you will be annoyed by them. When you look at the mirror, you will see the frown on your forehead and your lips down.
And the day is closed terribly and stress weighs you down. Some of you might get insomnia...

These two cases might happen to us, well, some of us.
This is the play actually made by our mind, which our mind has controlled us and not us controlling our mind.
Be wise, dear friends...
We're the master of our own mind, so don't be slaved by our own mind.
When the negative feeling has popped up in our mind, then quickly realized it, don't let bad mood changed your good day to bad day.
You should stop! Take a breath, as long as you can, you know your heart has stomped so fast, and take a breath again, repeat it several times. Say to yourself something good, maybe "It's okay," or "All is well", or "I'm cool!"
Never blame or damn anything when you can't catch a bus, train, subway or taxi or you're caught on traffic or you run out of gas. When you feel frustrating because of this terrible situation, get to realize your breath again, realize your heart beat again, realize that you've made frown on your face, realize your now-movements, then, try to smile again, say something good to yourself... "This situation might happen to me now or later, it's just common natural thing, so, this ain't a big problem"
Then feel that the good energy has flown to your body and hope that you can say again, "What a wonderful day....!!!" Then it's yours... Be Happy :)

"Wake up in the morning with a happy smiling face, the whole day is ruled by you."

Monday, 2 January 2012

Happiness is HERE and NOW

Happiness.. Who doesn't want it? Everybody always want to have a happy living. Some of you may think that "I will be happy if I can get this or that or find this or that or achieve this or that or blah blah blah.." ( It will make a long story)
But once we can get what we want, do we ever think that "It's enough, I'm happy now, this is my happiness."?
No, no... I never think so, once we're still alive or breath and any blood still runs in our vein, it's never enough. For example, I want to run 100m in 10 secs tomorrow, and I can make it. And the day after tomorrow, I want to make it in 9 secs and the other day in 8 secs and so on.
Yes, we never feel enough and always run and run and run and may think that if we're still running we will achieve what we call "happiness". But have you ever think that actually what we think it's a happiness just stepping far far away from us when we try hard to grab it?
If we can't grab it, we're very sad and it becomes the end of the day, A.K.A Dooms day.
Come on friends... Happiness is never be anywhere. It's just HERE and NOW, this moment. If we can stop running even just a minute, feel that moment, the present moment we live now.
Feel the air we take, look around us, feel inside our body and heart, hear any sounds and build up your awareness, drop any worries, lock any negative thoughts and feelings inside the garage... Happiness will come to you, approach you with no sound.... and you will know what is enough.

Breathe in...
Breathe out...
Breathe in...
Breathe out...

Happiness is here and now
I have dropped my worries
Nowhere to go, nothing to do
No longer in a hurry

Happiness is here and now
I have dropped my worries
Somewhere to go, something to do
But not in a hurry
By Plum Village Monastic

Hope that song will remind us every time :)
Be Happy and Have Fun All Day

"The happy person is the one who knows his own feeling/heart very well and can manage it well without exploitation to negative attitude."

"ADORABLE" Queen Bee In Action! (Journal Of A Stress Worker)

OH, my, my, my.... I ever wished that I could be like her, our company Queen Bee. She's gorgeous, beautiful, rich and high educated, any girls might have envied her. Men in our company liked her so much. They would be very happy when she passed by to their division. They also loved her scent: sweet, lovely and elegant. Any other girls were just like invisible if she's among them.

Not only the male staffs like her, even our boss Herr Der likes her so much. Every decision she had made just approved easily, even though not all of those decisions were good, and might caused difficulties to other division, such as my division. She always made something that she called fine system or rule that really a nightmare to me and others. Nevertheless we spoke nothing. When we ever filed and reported to Herr Der, he wouldn't take it seriously, and the other side he hit me with his poop again and said, "Queen Bee just make our system better and don't you dare to fail it."
Well, I never think to fail any of the system, just I like something that flexible and efficient, the system that Queen Bee made were just wasting time, energy and money. It had caused complaint from partnership. And for sure that my position in the company was just the same as Queen Bee's, not lower than hers or higher than hers. But I should obey Queen Bee's fine rule because in Herr Der's eyes, Queen Bee is the best. And in the other hand, it made Queen Bee became very very very ARROGANT!!!! and lack of Sympathy or Empathy.
Later, I and the others (including male staffs) knew that Queen Bee ain't kind hearted, her speech somehow really could stabbed our heart til bleeding.
Bless me, I never want to be her again.
Gorgeous? Beautiful? Rich? High educated? Lovely, sweet and elegant scent? Haha... All are BRUUUUUFFFFFFF (tongue out), Nonsense without good inner beauty...
One lesson I've got, never be anybody, just be yourself. You have your own beauty.

Wednesday, 19 October 2011

Monday, 3 October 2011

ONE

See You
See Me

Hear Me
Hear You

Hug You
Hug Me

Hold My Hand
Hold Your Hand

LoVe YoU
LoVe Me

Listen.....

Coz You and I are ONE
We are ONE

ONE WoRLd
ONE Roof Of Sky
ONE Life
ONE Soul
ONE Mother

Eventhough we have different thoughts
Eventhough we have different color of skins
Eventhough We have different customs
Eventhough We have different sizes

But You And I Are still ONE
We are ONE
Just like a rainbow
It has different colors
But It's still a rainbow, It is ONE!
It makes the sky beautiful

And We make the WORLD beautiful.....

Tuesday, 20 September 2011

AAARRRGH!! Acne!! SOS!

Having acne on our face is such a big disaster. It's doomed for our self esteem. To get rid of acne some of us may go to the skin doctors or trying so many products that could cure our face to flawless. There are some simple tips that may help us to get rid of the disaster thing:
1. clean the face regularly, 2-3 times a day, not more than 3 times or the skin will be thinner. Don't be lazy to clean your face if you want to have flawless skin. Use the suitable skin type face wash, it must be oil free. Remember to apply toner after cleansing for the better result.
2. apply face mask twice a week, don't ever scrub your face when naughty acne pops out. It may hurt.
3. eat more vegie and fruits, eat less meat. FYI, constipation may cause acne appears on your face. I've experienced it before, trust me.
4. avoid fried food, junk food or fast food and greasy food should be avoided.
5. never touch your face with unclean hands
6. never cover your face with hair. Your face needs air to breath and hair could carry dust or bacteria that makes your acne even worse
7. sleep well, don't get stress. Always sleep late means you always welcome the acne to visit your skin.
8. apply oil free and anti UV moisturizer on your face. It's a must thing.
9. cut down on alcohol and cigars. It's good for your health also. Drink more water for 2 liter a day.
10. be patient and BE YOURSELF! A healthy look face will be yours someday.
Make your own life healthier, happier and meaningful!

Saturday, 17 September 2011

My Boss Is Herr Der (A Journal Of A Stress Worker)

Once at 08.30 A.M, looking inside the office, if he's not sitting there, that means I save my own life till 05.00 P.M.
Sometimes, he will come late maybe around 10.00 A.M and above, because he has to go somewhere else like going to the gym. Well, when he comes, my hearts beat so fast just by hearing his coming voice. Very loud barks, "WOONG!! WOONG!!!WOOOOOONG!!!!" The barking voice always makes me shrink around 20% of my normal height.
Look at his sulking face and the arrogant way of walking, it makes my heart stopped pumping for few seconds because he is just like a dementor sucking up people's happiness.
And when he calls me to his office, my heart almost pops out from its place and I shrink more than 25% of my normal height and I feel depressing when entering his office. I think that there must be a problem.....
I feel like in hell on earth when he investigates me. He is trying to sniff out all my days before mistakes if I had done one perhaps. Though I don't do any mistakes and the things go perfectly right, he will still throw out his poo to my face because all he needed is to create trouble when there's no trouble.
If he promises any rewards, I never take it seriously as a challenge because he never keeps his word though I've already made good achievement for the company target. He will give any unreasonable reason that turns me down.
He's a very misser boss I ever met.
There is no rewards given, but punishments.
If I keep working in this company, I'm idiot. I plan to quit as soon as possible.
Working with a herder is such a HELL ON EARTH!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, 4 September 2011

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Thank You For All Situation

Thank you for giving me birth
that I have chance to live

Thank you for bringing me up
that I can be a good person

Thank you for loving me
that I can be the precious one

Thank you for listening to me
that I know a good friend is needed

Thank you for hurting me down
that I know how painful is it

Thank you for hating me
that I know hatred is wasting and loving is necessary

Thank you for leaving me
that I learn gathering is warmful

Thank you for pissing me off
that I have to be stronger

Thank you for everything bad or good
that I learn how to be wise

ThAnK YOU.....


Sunday, 7 August 2011

One Good Deed Which Is Really Hard To Do

Sabbe Satta Bhavantu Sukhitatta....
Wish All Beings Will Be In Happiness.....

Well, it's kinda very easy for us that we can wish any animals won't be hurt if we heard the sentence above.
Some of us will be a vegan that means they don't want to hurt them.
That's really good thought.
We can show compassion for animals which are lovely and harmless, how about mosquitoes?????
Gee... this insect is really awfull, like vampire sucking our blood and buzzing around when we're sleeping. Some of us may use insect spray to kill them.
But isn't mosquito part of beings that we ever wish not to be hurt?
In Buddhist, animals mean all animals, harmless or harmfull, that we should show the compassion towards them.
Once I kill or hurt one of them, that means I've already broken my first determination of  PANCASILA (five morals): "Panatipata Veramani Sikkhapadam Samadiyami (I determine not to kill or harm)"
One night, it was hot, really I couldn't sleep very well. I just turned myself around the bed. And suddenly, came Mrs Mosquito who trapped in my room. Maybe after sucking my blood that I didn't realize, she came flying around my ears, then buzzing, buzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz....................
I swapped my hand around my ear to get rid the buzzing thingy, and Mrs Mosquito was very stubborn, she still buzz..... buzz.... buzz.....
Ow!! Really disturbing!!!!!! I turned on the light and tried to find out Mrs Mosquito who was hiding anywhere else. For minutes, I had no clues to find her and turned off the light, off to bed again.
Not more than a minute when I thought that I could sleep well, Mrs Mosquito showed up! She was buzzing again......... and again... and again......
Oh, No!! She really made me mad!!!!! GRRRRRRR...... but....
I realized that I shouldn't kill her, that's her nature thing, besides, everyweek I go to Buddhist Temple and repeat the PANCASILA, especially the first line of PANCASILA; not to kill.
Then I said to her, actually to myself, "I won't kill you. I won't hurt you. I know that you actually want to go out of my small bedroom as soon as possible to feel the fresh air. Could you hide somewhere else now and don't disturb my sleep? I promise that in the morning I will set you free from my room, just let me sleep tonight."
This happened, after all I didn't here any disturbing sound.
And when morning I opened the door widely, and here Mrs Mosquite (really fat) showed herself and flew away.
That's nice... That night I could passed "not to kill" determination, sigh....
Hopefully another day, if same thing happens, I will pass it also.
It's really a small good deed that really hard to do.

Sabbe Satta Bhavantu Sukkhitta......

Monday, 25 July 2011

Tuesday, 28 June 2011

SORRY, You're Not A HERO!

Some says, "War creates hero."
Why should be a war and there will be a hero?
Think about this, "A hero of one nation, but an enemy for other."
Even someone who has led a nation to victory, but has made another nation suffering, killed many innocent lives, that's gross!!
Actually there's no one called hero, just a selfish mind of one nation/people to force other.
The true hero is the one who is able to lead one nation(s) to peace without violence.

"WWW stands for World Without War"

Saturday, 11 June 2011

I Water The Heart Again

When I was playing in the backyard one day, I found something. It was a heart-shaped tiny thing and pink in color. It was hard. “What is it?” I asked myself.
I put it in my pocket then said, “I will show it to mommy.” And I found mommy was busy in the kitchen.
“Mommy, may I ask something?” I asked her.
“What is that, Sweetheart?” replied mommy.
I took out something from my pocket. “What is it, Mommy?”
Mommy took a look at it. “Hm… Maybe it’s kind of seed.”
“Seed?” I repeated.
“You might like to plant it,” said mommy.
“Oh, wow! Thanks, Mommy.” I hugged and kissed her then ran out to the backyard again.
I dug a hole in the soil using my little spade. I put the seed into the hole and buried it. Then I had my little pink water can to pour water on it.
“Oh, my teeny seed, please grow bigger and be a beautiful flower,” I wished. I took a great care of it. I watered it every day. I loved it. 
A week later, its sprout popped out. The leaves were teeny-weeny and green. I was too happy. I wanted the sprout grew faster to a big flower. So that, I poured much water on it, much and much. And I hoped, “I’d like to see you big as quickest as can be, tiny sprout.”
But a day after, I saw my sprout was withering. I was too sad. “Oh, my! What happened to you? You become ugly!” cried I.
I ran to my mommy and told her what had happened to my plant. She took a look at it. Then smiled and said, ”Oh, dear! It seemed you gave it too much water.”
“But I want it to grow quickly,” I replied innocently.
“You’re mistaken, Sweetheart. Don’t give it too much water or too little and wait patiently. You get it?”
I nodded, I understood. I hugged and kissed my mommy. “Thank you, Mommy.”
“You’re welcome, Sweetheart.” She patted me.
I knelt beside my plant, I said, “I’m so sorry. I will wait you big patiently.”
This time, I watered my sprout not too much or too little. And there was a pink little bud appeared. I was too amazed, staring at the bud all day long, wondering how it would look like when it bloomed. This made me forgetting to eat lunch, to take a nap, to help my mommy. I forgot everything, just staring at the pink bud.
I didn’t notice that mommy came nearby until she said, “Oh, dear! Cute flower bud. I think it will become a beautiful flower someday.”
“That’s why I keep watching it, Mommy,” I replied.
Mommy laughed, “You don’t need to watch it, Sweetheart. Because it will take few days to bloom. Why don’t you get into the house and have your meal, Sweetheart.”
“Okay, Mommy.” I did as my mommy suggested.
As mommy ever said, a few days later, the bud bloomed. Well, It’s a very strange flower I’d ever seen. It was a big heart-shaped pink flower. I was too amazed. I showed it to my mommy. Mommy also never saw this kind of flower.
“Oh, dear! A beautiful strange flower. You’ve showed me your best, Sweetheart.” Mommy hugged and kissed me.
I still watered my flower not too much or too little every day. Days after, the heart-shaped flower became bigger and bigger. There was also a tiny pink bud near it. Next time, I would like to show it to my friends at school. I wondered if they’d never seen it before.